Yep. I’m in the deep end.
My work/life balance is ramping up, gaining speed and careening out of control towards Crazy Town. I am now officially behind in my reading and posting for all 4 classes this term. On top of that, I am transitioning out of my long-standing job into something entirely new. In the span of about ten days I made a connection with, interviewed and was offered a position at Roundhouse, a creative agency in Southeast Portland. One day later I gave notice. A day after that, I started training in my new role. Currently, I’m juggling two jobs and my MBA program. The randomness of thoughts and priorities running around my brain is akin to a neighborhood yard sale during a weekend in July — I have a little bit of everything going on up there.
It’s been an interesting time for sure. One of my courses this term at BGI is on organizational systems and I find it equally frustrating and fascinating. The irritation comes from the feeling that the class itself could use a healthy dose of organization but my interest is held by my own personal reflection concerning the state of flux within each group that I have an interest in — the Fresh Pot, Roundhouse and BGI. With the FP, I am leaving the fold but not quite all of my responsibilities. I will continue to help out however I can but as far as administrative/managerial duties — I’m pretty much done. With that, I would have expected my authority to dissipate as soon as I gave notice and informed the staff but so far, that hasn’t been the case. It’s strange and also very liberating at the same time.
At Roundhouse, the agency has grown so very fast that the number of staff has almost doubled in six months. To an outsider, it feels like a very flat and fluid setup. A part of me wonders if some of that structure is determined by the limitations of time since establishing a hierarchical structure takes serious energy and resources. BGI is of course, BGI. By that, I mean that above everything else, it’s an experiment. There’s a good mix of both hierarchy and flat systems going in the school. I know that at any time there’s at least five different people I can get a hold of to get clarity on an assignment, school policy, etc. The big question is whether or not all of those folks have the same map and are moving in the same general direction.
Of all the org systems that I’m a member of, the apple of my eye has to be my entrepreneurial team. Jackie, Eliza and Carrie are constantly in communication and motivated towards a common goal. I feel slightly (actually incredibly) guilty that they’ve had to deal with me during days when I am not at my best. A good chunk of that is the consequence of working two jobs and taking on grad school (see above). At least in the next week or two, one of those factors will change.
Here’s to the future.


